Return to Where It All Changed

I come back here like a wounded elephant

always comes back to that place where the battle was lost.

Where the beloved was struck. Where the little child

or mother or husband or sister or a friend lay, dying.

To this place, where the dust rises sometimes

and takes the shape of the one she lost.

But it is just dust now, a ghost, a mirage of what was.

The blood and flesh and the screams and howls whistle in the wind

But the pain shows in the tear stain on the traveller’s face

In the moment that even causes a laugh to escape in a pause

When the tear streams down to let the whiff know

Precisely how much the missing hurts.

Written by Tasnim Jivaji

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